birthday

So more about me (because I am sure you want to know more..  I mean who wouldn't I'm awesome and so humble)  I am going to be 30 in less then 30 days and I am so not ready.  Not that anyone is ever ready per say.  Most women (notice I said most not all) do not like to grow older..  I am one of those such women.  Ok so most of my family would tell you I am a little bit worse.  I still tell people I am 25 because and I feel as long as I look 25ish I can get away with it.  I will totally not eat any over the hill birthday cake just because eating that cake would be agreeing I am that number.  LOL I don't know if all people are like me. I am pretty sure on my bday I will have to be committed cause my youth will have past me by.  I guess one of the things that bother me the most is I will b that old (see I didn't say the number) and I really haven't don't much with my life.  Sure I have a good job, amazing family and a rocking boyfriend...  The job is really the only thing I can take credit for and I don't know if it is worth that much.  I want something tangible I can hold in my hand and say look what I did.. I did this..  I think I may make a bucket list of thing and cross them off one by one.... I want people to say wow she really made something of herself