Doom Day

15 days until the bday I have been dreading my whole entire life...  people who know me and think its funny but really its so not funny at all... I looked at botox today because I don't wanna look older its sad and vain I know but I am just being honest..  All I can picture is tammy fay baker...  am I just so vain or going thru a midlife thing..im thinking I may have to be given like a shot or something