Hell House

So my house is plotting against me and is trying no wait......  is DRIVING ME INSANE!  Before left for the cruise our washer died.....  It wasn't a pleasant death either because it died in the middle of a cycle with heavy towels..  Now anyone who knows me can tell you when things go wrong I HATE IT!  So now my mom is washing my clothes for us till we get a new one..  Then the shower starts leaking into the basement...  that lasts for 5 seconds and there is a river from the shower to the basement..  Thank god there is a drain in the basement.  I could shower in the basement while andrew showers in the bathroom lol (gross thought I know)  So wonder-dad comes and helped us remove the thingy that catches like if your ring goes down the drain...  goes to check the outside sewage and it explodes pooo up to 4 feet high...  I call my landlord and he calls the rowter rooter guy...  Finally things start looking up...  until last night its raining in the basement again....  I can not seem to catch a break so we r totally moving in jan!

Awesome cruise

I can not believe I got to spend 1 whole week with my unbelievable boyfriend and all we had to do was enjoy each others company...  I hear a lot that you know how your marriage will be when you travel...  With the stress of getting there things not going as planned and of course the Lil problems that pop up here and there..  nothing like that happened we had GPS and our biggest problem was finding a hotel (the one we got online was SO nasty we didn't stay) then we sailed away the next morning we ate whenever and whatever we wanted...  we napped laid in the sun relaxed in each others arms...  I want to spend the rest of my life with this man.  I want to be a wife, mother and best friend to this man....

sorry

I know i havent posted n awhile and i am soooo sorry..  i got so busy and caught  up in life and getting everything ready for mine and Andrews cruise..  im so stoke to go a real vacation..  i havent been on one in like 5 yrs...   Ive had weekend trips with my boo but nothing as fancy as this cruise..  I like that it is a halloween cruise because it is my favorite holiday..  i hate that this will b the 1st yr I will not be there take them tric or treating..  My mom is helping me (as per usual i can count on my momma)    Its nice to know she will always have my back...    I have loads of friends and family to lean on..  im lucky!  i have always been scared if i do fall n love then the person I will have a troll like family..  Not the case with the davis's...  the accept me for me and love (I mean really love me) I never thought I could be part of another family (im not the always  ms merry sunshine)   but i got lucky a great man and he comes with a great family!

Man

So I am watching bridezillas and these bitches are CRAZY!  You know what's sad these people signed up knowing full and well they are going to be on tv and the entire world is going to see them as a demon spawn in a wedding dress.  Its nuts these guys just deal with it like lil pansies...  man up put your big boy panties on and take here to the looney house!

Lemons

The say when life throws you lemons make lemonade...  Yea okay you try it and tell me how that works out..  The other couple who was going on the Halloween cruise with us text me Friday they broke up there not going....  43 days until the cruise...  Now I feel bad about her situation because it is hard when any relationships.  But I am am also mad not at her but the situation..   I feel like I was blindsided.  I mean I knew there was trouble but I didn't know it was that bad..  Not that everyone should tell me everything but you had to have been thinking about this for a bit.. Now everyone know I am a planner...  If you want to do something and call me the day of more then likely I am busy because I plan things weeks out.  I do not like at all waiting until the last min to do things.. I still plan dates with Andrew and time with my family.  I think part of it is the OCD in me but it is not going to change..  With everything I have going on in life this was just one more thing I didn't need on my plate.. 

Andrew

I know everyone says they have the best boyfriend blah blah blah....  Well they are wrong I have the best boyfriend ever named andrew...  I can not wait to spend the rest of my life with this man..  I never thought that would happen to me I mean I was 25 (lil joke) for a LONG time and I had given up..  I know they say the right person will find you when you least expect it..  I was prepared to spend the rest of my life as a old lady with loads of dogs (not really a cat person)  He loves me for me..  Ever candle I blew out, every shooting star I wished with all my might that someone would love me for me...  Not because I my body, money or my own place..  Sounds crazy but all have happen to me.  The dating world was crazy! I really dont think I could do it again...  Now when I get prettyed up it because I love the way Andrew looks at me.  No matter what I wear do or say He thinks im beautiful no matter what..  I cant not wait until one day we are old people sitting on the porch hand in hand watching the grand children raise hell (my mom always told me I hope you have a kid just like you)  SO I am pretty much in trouble cause I was a totally bully.  Making my brother (more then once I might add)  eat mud pies and telling him it was chocolate..  Its so funny because andrew and I should have at least known about each other awhile ago..  We went to camp arrowhead together, we went to the b&g club at the same time, band together, and high school together.  He even took one of my friends to a dance yet we really didnt know about each other...  it took facebook (which I know so people say is the devil but I disagree because I trust this man with all my heart and soul.)  he post about how he never remembers to put sun screen on his ears and I post back about how I never remember to put it  on the part of my hair (only because I though this man is 3 shades of sexy)  he responded and we started chatting via text and havent stopped..  I love this man with ever fiber of my being...  I love him more then I love glitter and pink and for me thats ALOT

work comp

SO I always thought people used work comp as like a crutch..  Until I myself had to use it.  I had surgery on both hands for carpal tunnel and cubical tunnel in one of my elbows..  Even after all my surgeries my hand and such hurt every single day.  I found out that when you file a work comp claim you get a settlement for your injury (I never knew that)  the insurance company offered my a settlement and I had no clue of it was good or bad..  Well the judge who heard my case said I cant give you legal advise however I have never in all my years on the bench seen a settlement this low for the work you had done.  I cant tell you to get a lawyer but get  a lawyer.........  I am so at a lost on what to do do  call the lawyer or just demand more money myself... If I go thru the trouble of finding a lawyer I have to pay them 25%....   why cant I just know the right thing to do

time

I feel like as if late I have not been a good friend to those I love and care about the most.  I have so much going on in life that and I keep it inside.  I feel like I shouldn't bother people with my problems cause they have there own problems.  However I have found not only am I suffering but my beautiful friends are suffering.  These are some things that are weighing heavy on my mind..

I wanna have my boyfriends family over but then I think I live in the ghetto there have been 3 murders and 2 people have been stabbed..  I just make excuses up to myself on why I haven't invited them to dinner..

I wanna be a good friend but there never seems to be enough time in the day to give everyone the attention they need..  My friendships have suffered and I can only blame myself...  I try to be a good friend honestly but with working, volunteering and my family obligations I don't seem to have enough time to even give myself the attention I need...  take one look at my brows (which are kinda looking like giant caterpillars)  and you will see the amount of time I have to spend on myself..  I don't want to upset any friends but my stress level is like a 21 on a scale one to ten...  i just am at my wits end..

question

SO I think by 2012 that Andrew and I will be moving........    gotta find a place that takes TINK and such...  I wanna move out of the ghetto...  I mean 3 murders and 2 people getting stabbed ive had enough..

Doom Day

15 days until the bday I have been dreading my whole entire life...  people who know me and think its funny but really its so not funny at all... I looked at botox today because I don't wanna look older its sad and vain I know but I am just being honest..  All I can picture is tammy fay baker...  am I just so vain or going thru a midlife thing..im thinking I may have to be given like a shot or something

my street

I have always love living on my street....  My family and friends are close.  There is always someone to talk to and borrow the always needed cup of sugar..  However there are a few people in my neighborhood who I just wanna swarm a nasty bugs their direction.   One is an old busy body who can not keep her nose out of other peoples problems and then there is rat face who thinks the sun just rises and sets in her unemployed ass.  now worst of all busy body and rat face have made my mom feel bad..  I wanna defend my mom and totally lay the smack down..  Stupid home wreaking busy bodies need to be taught a lesson.  so how is the question needing to be answered

what to do what to do

We all have "friends" in our lives.  You have the friends that no matter what you do they will always have your back or help hide the body if needed (BTW totally joke for those who cant tell)..  Then you have your going out buddies the ones you call when you are just looking to kick your heels up and have a good time or if needed hold your hair back while you find out what a hot dog and Jose taste like for the 2nd time that night.  These are what I like to call forever friends.  they are there thru the good and the bad and no matter what will have your back .  Even if it means ripping off there shoes to beat someone because they mooed at you (and yes that has happened)  Then there are what we will call wannabe friends.  They call you when they want something and never seen to have courtesy to chat about you.  I am not saying I wanna talk until your ear bleed about how awesome I am (even thou I could lol)  The worst thing these "fake friends" do is to call you just when they want something you have...  They either want money, ride, a place to crash or worst of all crimes they want your liquor... one of my biggest pet peeves with fake friends is when they call to bitch (and most the time its about someone else behind there back)  If I have an issue you can can take it to the bank im coming to settle this woman to woman...   My question is it ok to call out a fake friend......  I know I could just drop them but then all you are doing is creating drama for yourself...  I really wanna say put on your big girl panties and face the day.  You may not like the  out come but damn it you can then be called an adult...  Ok that's my rant for the day and its 3 am so if you see some spelling or grammar issues well blame public school and naps.  Oh but still give me your thoughts on these fake friends...  Keep them or lose them?

birthday

So more about me (because I am sure you want to know more..  I mean who wouldn't I'm awesome and so humble)  I am going to be 30 in less then 30 days and I am so not ready.  Not that anyone is ever ready per say.  Most women (notice I said most not all) do not like to grow older..  I am one of those such women.  Ok so most of my family would tell you I am a little bit worse.  I still tell people I am 25 because and I feel as long as I look 25ish I can get away with it.  I will totally not eat any over the hill birthday cake just because eating that cake would be agreeing I am that number.  LOL I don't know if all people are like me. I am pretty sure on my bday I will have to be committed cause my youth will have past me by.  I guess one of the things that bother me the most is I will b that old (see I didn't say the number) and I really haven't don't much with my life.  Sure I have a good job, amazing family and a rocking boyfriend...  The job is really the only thing I can take credit for and I don't know if it is worth that much.  I want something tangible I can hold in my hand and say look what I did.. I did this..  I think I may make a bucket list of thing and cross them off one by one.... I want people to say wow she really made something of herself

general information

I wanted to write a blog so I would have a space to call my own and have my views seen and heard..  I can promise you several things about my blog...  The first is that if you think you are going to be reading a blog that is politically correct.  Well your dumb..  lol   I can promise my blog will have killer bad grammar and spelling (even after spell check)  so if your looking for something with perfect grammar this is not the blog for you..  The second thing I can promise you is somehow someway you will be amused..  It maybe at my expense (Im ok with that) or just because I am a big ol dork!  I  am a proud dork! Just a little FYI ob what you will come to expect and (hopefully) love about my blog!